“So the last will be first, and the first will be last.” – Matthew 20:16
For a long time, I misunderstood this Scripture. I used to think it simply meant that those who struggled in life—those who were poor or went without—would be first in heaven, and those who lived well-off or comfortable lives would somehow be last. But the more I’ve reflected on this, especially after the loss of some dear brothers in Christ, I’ve come to see it differently.
I’ve seen how men like my brothers Felix and Joe lived in their later years—putting others before themselves, pouring into people, serving not because they had to, but because they were moved by the Spirit. That’s what I believe Jesus is pointing us to.
To be last in this world isn’t about being overlooked or oppressed—it’s about choosing to take the lower seat. It’s about honoring others above yourself (Romans 12:10), loving and serving with a joyful heart, not seeking attention or recognition, but doing it out of love because Christ lives in you.
The Apostle Paul said in Acts 20:24, “However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace.” That verse hit me hard recently. Our lives are valuable to God, but we’re not to value ourselves above others. Once we begin to think we deserve more, we slip into pride.
Even something as simple as a moment at Felix’s reception reminded me of this. My brothers Nitin and Ben called me to the front of the food line, and while I know they were showing love, I couldn’t accept it. I wasn’t better than those who had been waiting. No title, no friendship, no favor should give us a pass to step ahead. That’s not how the Kingdom works.
Jesus didn’t climb ladders—He washed feet.
And so should we.
Don’t aim to be first in a world that runs on pride. Aim to be last in a Kingdom that runs on love. Because in God’s economy, those who humble themselves will be lifted up. (James 4:10)
- Rev Carlos Figueroa
